August, 18, 2011
I haven't blogged. I've been struggling. Emotionally. Seems like I just want to forget about everything and do what's easier. Eat like my family does. Unfortunately, doing that makes me feel bad..all around. So. Here I am. Blogging about it....I'm in a phase of "Who cares! Nobody does!" , "I won't ever get better anyway.." , "I'm tired of fighting.." Waaaaaa! Poor pitiful me. Anyway. I'm sure you really want to hear me whine. Worst part is, I know what I should say to someone like me..."Buck up little camper! Just keep swimming. Don't lose sight of your goal! One day at a time! You will make it! Never give up! You know what's right so just DO IT!" Well. I will pull myself up again, as many times as it takes. Stop betraying myself. That's my goal for today. Be true to myself. I can do that. Today.